To filter my thoughts my worries and my everlasting nonstop thought of this person I am creating this blog so that I may put some of my thoughts to rest. Is it worth the trouble you may ask, well I think it is. I'm not obsessive, I'm merely getting all my thoughts that bug me day to day out of me in the most pleasant way possible. These thoughts are not horrible by any means. These thoughts are what are keeping me sane for the next 3 and a half weeks. But to constantly think about you is stressing me out, though even after creating this blog it will probably make no difference...but at least, i don't know, it's nice : D at least you know, if you didn't I'd feel as though i was lying...just read ahah

Thursday, July 15, 2010

I could probably keep posting stuff on this blog all day

You don't even understand...well ahah I'm sure you do actually but I can honestly keep writing stuff all day about you because you're so awesome : ) I miss you a lot and I know it's probably not good if I'm ALWAYS thinking about you but I am xD I can't help it! I'm counting the days down the days down ahah but I'm always enjoying my days now : ) I've found things to do and I'm hanging out with different people which is great! I mean like Billy! WE kinda hangout once in a while which is cool! But I wish you were here D: OHH!! LOOLL, i think your mom knows...that's all i'm gonig to say on this blog, we'll talk about it later on msn ahah, sigh..... -_____-
So for my own sake I'm going to blog one post or several a day on this blog so that I can get rid of all my thoughts : D not just for me, but so you know what's on my mind : )
Okay I need to run now
BYE!


BYE! : )

3 comments:

  1. Jesse.
    This makes me feel like crying.
    The good crying.
    The kind where I actually feel loved. Do you know what I mean?
    You don't know how much this means to me.
    I won't lie, I miss you too. Lots.
    Yeah, I'm always thinking about you too. I've been taking really nice walks down this village, and I would wonder what it would be like if you were here, and what you would think about our surroundings and such. Haha I guess I'm pretty lame, right? But I have nothing to do here besides thinking about home, and thinking about if everyones okay, especially you. haha. This is really sweet. That's all I'm really trying to say.

    and are you sure my mom knows? haha, what's been going on?
    Tell me in an inbox message, I'd like to hear this. >;D

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  2. awwww Carla, when I read what you wrote here I got that really happy tear in my eye. I swear to god. It made me so happy reading this and you are very much loved : ) I can tell you that first hand : ) So I was sitting reading this all by myself and then someone I work with actually looked at me and said Jesse! Are you okay! I was like why?? I'm SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW! And they were like, it's looks like you're ready to cry -____- tutut I didn't have that much of a tear in my eye!!! : ) I was just so happy that you're happy. Everything you've sent me has made me really happy. And of course you don't sound lame! I SOUND LAME! Come on, tutu I was actually tearing ahah. If I could be there with you I would be there walking right beside you in the village. I miss you a lot but as long as I know you're happy then I'll be happy : ) I'm going to respond to everything else on facebook : )

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  3. Awwh don't cry. :3
    I'll be honest with you, that letter you sent me made me cry a happy tear aswell. One or two maybe?
    Well at least they're happy tears. I prefer those over the not so happy ones.
    and JESSE. YOU ARE NOT LAME.
    Don't worry about it. ;D

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