Purely Amazing

Sizzling at my feet,



You are the flame that corrupts me,


A dead ocean I am,


At freezing temperatures,


But you boiling my water,


You arouse the life within me


And I scream,


Thank you




Never in my life have i felt so alive when I am with you, when I merely talk with you it is purely amazing.

There is a point in many peoples' lives where they say "I love you" but don't say it with the feeling that follows it. What? You want to tell you what this feeling is? I can't do that. Only you can find it and I say it is rare to find. It is love but love is merely a word slurred through our lips like every other word we know. You must posses this feeling to understand it. So if you understand, then I am going to say that I really love this girl and nothing is going to get in the way of us being together.

I promise.

: )

Poem

Words are now spoken,
I cannot hide no more,
All is spoken,
The truth is this poem.

A letter of words

But in all honesty,
I made this for you,
Because I really care,
And I love you lots.
So I made this for you
And each day I write
It means more and more
Too me and for you



: )

I picked a flower

The flower I had once wanted to hold is now in my hands,



A very beautiful flower,


The most gorgeous flower I've ever seen,


But there is more than just mere beauty,


You have to take the time to smell this flower,






To learn it's scent and love its beauty.






This flower is amazing...so beautiful, yet its scent is so admirable

There were so many flowers amongst the flowerbed but I'm so happy I picked this one out of it  :3

Waking The Fallen

Like a Scream furry,
The walls are torn and flood the city,
The love evaporates beneath the buried,
And the musical harps begin to moan in an angry furry


lol that was me being hiiiii

Lets have jesse,

I was the fallen,
You rewoke me

thank you : )

Night Giz

Love,

Spidey Ging

1 more day, make the most of it : ) have fun

on my mind

I miss you.

: )

busy days, busy days, this last week has been so busy that I have not blogged really, yet everyday I think of you. I was looking forward to seeing you so much that I actually forgot about my aunt, uncle and cousin arriving today to live here in Cananda -___-    : )


I miss you so much, you don't even know


We have ssooooo much to do and chat about when you get back : )
oh, so how's the rubik's cube going?
;D
ahah, I really want to finish teaching you! You've gotten so good at it now! Here is the deal, if you can finish it then the cube is yours. Deal? >: D 


OMG my cousin is soooo annoying! He loves music but loves pop! -___- like lady gaga and that stuff only lasfjasldfkasd so like I'm dying over here because all he wants to show me are lady gaga videos! PLEASE COME HOME AND SAVE ME! He'll get along really really really well with Adri ahah xDD


So I miss you now,
Like before,
But more than ever,
Right now,
...come home? :3


sorry that i'm posting this now at 5 in the morning but my cousin is here from Newzealand and was annoying me like crazy that I had to unplug my computer screen so that he wouldn't use my computer lol


I'll be seeing you really really soon : )




Love,
lots of love,
Jesse


: D

Get me out of here

I was at your house today :) I wanted to go over. It was my idea so don't go after your mothers aha :) but we just chatted about so many things! Your mom is really awesome, you're lucky to have her despite the times you hate xD I saw patty and patty was sososososososoosos cute as usual! Your parents really miss you and adri :) just saying.

Everything is starting to rot without you here,
You were the roots to this awesome life,
torn out,
Now the world stands not knowing how to grow anymore,
Instead it rots until oneday
you plant your seed back into the lives of us all,
Come back soon

Come back soon

...


Oh I also went swimming today with Billy, Hannia (-_- lol), and billy's other friend who's name I forget now and I feel bad that I forget her name. I wanted susie to come but she couldn't make it. Oh, I think toy story might be still be playing when you get back :3

But again I'm just saying hi :)

I miss you

BUT I'LL SEE YOU SOON!!!

Love,
That crazy spidey Ging xD

next move...

I know you don't want to make your move yet...




...just waiting...


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lol this "waiting" thing is getting to sound creepy lmfao tutut -____- but I am waiting :3

k...last post today xD




night Giz : )

Thoughts here and there but over there

;asdjfasl;d I can't even think straight right now...my mind is wandering in every direction looking for a particular activity to feast itself on but I"M ADHD T______T (carla) xD well that is just one more thing in this life I am going to have to work on....yet I'm able to think about you whenever i want :3

so there are 8 more days left eh?

I guess I'll just wait :3

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sigh...


-
Jesse


i hope you are sleeping well : )

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and I wait some more, yes for you but for something else...I guess you could say I've been waiting a while now so it can explain my anxiousness a bit ...


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....




: )




...waiting with a smile

The Snake That Bites (Miss Abigail)

August 3rd and lagging so sloooowwwwww....so I'm going to finish cleaning my room today xD LOL I want it to be clean for when my cousin comes over and for when you and Adri come over for my birthday thing xD lol, it is like the CHILL spot of the house ;D So today I stay up late once again and I will probably wake up to write the rest of my song titled "Miss Abigail" it will probably be the 2nd song i've actually ever completed fully : DDD I'll show you the first one one day xD ahah it was for my grade 11 music project and I sucked even more at piano then ...so it took me forever to record everything the way I wanted it xDDD lol

ANYWAY!

The rain that fell,
Blended tears,
Shades of gray,
The subway stops,
A dead man near,
A smoke of gray,
Trees that rattle,
Faces that smile,
Men that care,
Women who laugh,
Boys who are hurt,
Girls who smile,
The snake that bites,
Leaves the day,
Gives a feeling,
Shares a hate,
But never evil,
....Just random words from the top of my head that described the day that passed : D

: )
miss you

talk to you soon : )

hi : )

ooommmmggg I'm listening to Don't Stop Me Now by Queen... aha it sucks that we can't talk and I'm on someone's shity iphone because my iPod is dead but just wanted to say hi :3