Dear someone I love

You may not umderstand my love for you but maube you do. But for all that is worth it I am so glad to have you in my life. You are my flower and I never want to let you go, no matter what, I never will.

Dear, Someone Beautiful

Dear,
Someone beautiful,
I haven't spoken to you like this in ages and it is a shame because it was worth every moment. right now typing this is worth every second I spend on typing this. I do it for you because I love you. I find it troubling sometimes because I've told you in so many ways with so many reasons why I love you and I mean it all so much. Now I feel like I have to tell you again is such a different way but to be honest there are a million ways to say it but I've always loved you Carla Abreu and always will forever and ever


always and always


no matter.


I want you to know that and I could stress it over and over again but I don't ever want us to loss this feeling we have. I want to hold onto it as long as possible. It means a lot to me and hope it does for you too. There is just so many things in this world that don't make sense but you seem to be the first one that does and I am not lossing that. You still make me feel on top of the world when I am with you. ahah, technically I am compared to you >: )   (I LOVE YOU) But for real, you actually do and I love that and I want that to never go away okay?

I called you but no one answered

I love you. I am sorry for beating myself up. I do it because I love you.


goodnight muffin




: )


do well on that test today




I  love you

Little lover...I've been trying so hard to find someone like you

no no no, the blogs don't stop there, they keep on going, I haven't blogged in a while, but in fair trade, I have had some of the most amazing moments of my life with you, the very person I love, and I couldn't ask for anything more. I guess this is a time for me to reflect on the time we have had together and all the amazing moments we always share. Every time I am with you all my worries drop. You are the remedy to all worries, you make me so happy. I want to make the most of every moment I have with you because you are so important to me and you are a huge part of my life now. I've decided you are such a huge part that I am actually taking it for granted now. It makes me feel more confident and it means I trust you and I really do, more than anyone. I can tell you anything, I tell you everything and I love doing it. I just want to say I love 11:11, walks in the rain, staring at you in the sun...in the rain, kissing you in the rain, seeing how beautiful you are even with tears in your eyes or down your cheek, hobo mode, our little arguments that just prove how dweeby we are for each other like arguing over who's eyes or more pretty, and so much more Carla. I could keep this list running all night but you said you wanted me to get some rest and it is already 2:28 am so I fail at sleeping early.

I am going to sleep now,
I hope you are dreaming :3
If now then I will have a great dream for you and I hope you are sleeping really well :)

Goodnight my love

I love you

Everything I do, I do it for you

inside and out, what can I say, YOU are a beautiful woman. You glitter my life withyour purely amazing presence and I am so glad for it. Every moment with you is amazing, just laying down with you and talking softly into your ear and you leaning back over smiling. Looking into your eyes, seeing you so happy like today. I was so happy to see you and have spent that time with you. There reason why it sounds like I can't put it into words is because it is hard for me and I am always used to using metphors but this time I just want to say the things and and moments I've enjoyed. Like I loved it even when it was just the two of us at christie listening to rocky raccon and we both knew we liked each other and you laughed and said wwwhhaatt when I smiled at you :3 I thought it was so cute aha : ) yet i was so shy at the same time. I love it and hate it when you say I am perfect because I am so happy I am doing everything I can,without even trying, to make you so

ubelievably happy. Yet I "hate" it because I know I'm not perfect but yet you make me love it because I am making you so happy and all I want is to see you happy :3 But I love it even when we just talk, about whatever it may be, just hearing your gorgeous voice and seeing you talking and hearing you, all of it, the moment, everything, it is great : )

There is so much more I could say but it is getting late and i am tired so I am going to go rest. I love you so much carla.

Goodnight. : )

Purely Amazing

Sizzling at my feet,



You are the flame that corrupts me,


A dead ocean I am,


At freezing temperatures,


But you boiling my water,


You arouse the life within me


And I scream,


Thank you




Never in my life have i felt so alive when I am with you, when I merely talk with you it is purely amazing.

There is a point in many peoples' lives where they say "I love you" but don't say it with the feeling that follows it. What? You want to tell you what this feeling is? I can't do that. Only you can find it and I say it is rare to find. It is love but love is merely a word slurred through our lips like every other word we know. You must posses this feeling to understand it. So if you understand, then I am going to say that I really love this girl and nothing is going to get in the way of us being together.

I promise.

: )