Dear,
Someone beautiful,
I haven't spoken to you like this in ages and it is a shame because it was worth every moment. right now typing this is worth every second I spend on typing this. I do it for you because I love you. I find it troubling sometimes because I've told you in so many ways with so many reasons why I love you and I mean it all so much. Now I feel like I have to tell you again is such a different way but to be honest there are a million ways to say it but I've always loved you Carla Abreu and always will forever and ever
always and always
no matter.
I want you to know that and I could stress it over and over again but I don't ever want us to loss this feeling we have. I want to hold onto it as long as possible. It means a lot to me and hope it does for you too. There is just so many things in this world that don't make sense but you seem to be the first one that does and I am not lossing that. You still make me feel on top of the world when I am with you. ahah, technically I am compared to you >: ) (I LOVE YOU) But for real, you actually do and I love that and I want that to never go away okay?
Dear, Someone beautiful, You make everything pleasant and I really could say why but I don't know how you do it. You mean a lot to me and I stop here :3 You've heard it from me a dozen times but a dozen times more means so much more : ) ...This blog basically expresses... a lot : ) that's all i'm saying aha
To filter my thoughts my worries and my everlasting nonstop thought of this person I am creating this blog so that I may put some of my thoughts to rest. Is it worth the trouble you may ask, well I think it is. I'm not obsessive, I'm merely getting all my thoughts that bug me day to day out of me in the most pleasant way possible. These thoughts are not horrible by any means. These thoughts are what are keeping me sane for the next 3 and a half weeks. But to constantly think about you is stressing me out, though even after creating this blog it will probably make no difference...but at least, i don't know, it's nice : D at least you know, if you didn't I'd feel as though i was lying...just read ahah