To filter my thoughts my worries and my everlasting nonstop thought of this person I am creating this blog so that I may put some of my thoughts to rest. Is it worth the trouble you may ask, well I think it is. I'm not obsessive, I'm merely getting all my thoughts that bug me day to day out of me in the most pleasant way possible. These thoughts are not horrible by any means. These thoughts are what are keeping me sane for the next 3 and a half weeks. But to constantly think about you is stressing me out, though even after creating this blog it will probably make no difference...but at least, i don't know, it's nice : D at least you know, if you didn't I'd feel as though i was lying...just read ahah

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

I called you but no one answered

I love you. I am sorry for beating myself up. I do it because I love you.


goodnight muffin




: )


do well on that test today




I  love you

Thursday, October 7, 2010

Little lover...I've been trying so hard to find someone like you

no no no, the blogs don't stop there, they keep on going, I haven't blogged in a while, but in fair trade, I have had some of the most amazing moments of my life with you, the very person I love, and I couldn't ask for anything more. I guess this is a time for me to reflect on the time we have had together and all the amazing moments we always share. Every time I am with you all my worries drop. You are the remedy to all worries, you make me so happy. I want to make the most of every moment I have with you because you are so important to me and you are a huge part of my life now. I've decided you are such a huge part that I am actually taking it for granted now. It makes me feel more confident and it means I trust you and I really do, more than anyone. I can tell you anything, I tell you everything and I love doing it. I just want to say I love 11:11, walks in the rain, staring at you in the sun...in the rain, kissing you in the rain, seeing how beautiful you are even with tears in your eyes or down your cheek, hobo mode, our little arguments that just prove how dweeby we are for each other like arguing over who's eyes or more pretty, and so much more Carla. I could keep this list running all night but you said you wanted me to get some rest and it is already 2:28 am so I fail at sleeping early.

I am going to sleep now,
I hope you are dreaming :3
If now then I will have a great dream for you and I hope you are sleeping really well :)

Goodnight my love

I love you