To filter my thoughts my worries and my everlasting nonstop thought of this person I am creating this blog so that I may put some of my thoughts to rest. Is it worth the trouble you may ask, well I think it is. I'm not obsessive, I'm merely getting all my thoughts that bug me day to day out of me in the most pleasant way possible. These thoughts are not horrible by any means. These thoughts are what are keeping me sane for the next 3 and a half weeks. But to constantly think about you is stressing me out, though even after creating this blog it will probably make no difference...but at least, i don't know, it's nice : D at least you know, if you didn't I'd feel as though i was lying...just read ahah

Monday, September 20, 2010

Everything I do, I do it for you

inside and out, what can I say, YOU are a beautiful woman. You glitter my life withyour purely amazing presence and I am so glad for it. Every moment with you is amazing, just laying down with you and talking softly into your ear and you leaning back over smiling. Looking into your eyes, seeing you so happy like today. I was so happy to see you and have spent that time with you. There reason why it sounds like I can't put it into words is because it is hard for me and I am always used to using metphors but this time I just want to say the things and and moments I've enjoyed. Like I loved it even when it was just the two of us at christie listening to rocky raccon and we both knew we liked each other and you laughed and said wwwhhaatt when I smiled at you :3 I thought it was so cute aha : ) yet i was so shy at the same time. I love it and hate it when you say I am perfect because I am so happy I am doing everything I can,without even trying, to make you so
ubelievably happy. Yet I "hate" it because I know I'm not perfect but yet you make me love it because I am making you so happy and all I want is to see you happy :3 But I love it even when we just talk, about whatever it may be, just hearing your gorgeous voice and seeing you talking and hearing you, all of it, the moment, everything, it is great : )

There is so much more I could say but it is getting late and i am tired so I am going to go rest. I love you so much carla.


Goodnight. : )